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Aug. 10th, 2015 10:49 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
I find that I tend to use Livejournal most when I just want to vent about shit.
I think I realized one of the sources of my crippling depression last night. When I'm working on a show (I'm directing a play right now), I have to get so much adrenalin going that I almost get loopy. Then, when it flushes, I just want to sit down and cry forever.
Hmm.
I think I realized one of the sources of my crippling depression last night. When I'm working on a show (I'm directing a play right now), I have to get so much adrenalin going that I almost get loopy. Then, when it flushes, I just want to sit down and cry forever.
Hmm.
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Date: 2015-08-10 09:22 pm (UTC)*Serotonin amber! Be cautious!*
*Adrenalin green. All normal*
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Date: 2015-08-14 07:29 pm (UTC)When I can see the source of the sad it is almost comforting. It still sucks but it's not this blank evil wtf sadness thing.